Between a rock and a hard place

Ever had to make a decision between bad and bad and had to spend countless hours figuring out which one would be worse so you wouldnt choose that one. Well thats kinda where i am right now and iv looked both ways and im stuck both are extreamly hard and because of recent activity it has made it even harder to choose. So i write as i always so and hope through this i will gain a better understanding.

Im stuck and i dont know what to do
you all thats on my mind
iv simply fallen for you
my parents want you left behind

a memory forever in my life
this to me is nothing new
but it brings to me a deal of strife
to choose family or you

i would say you family will always love
others would say family theres no better choice
i would listen to the father above
but not even he on this has a voice

others would say family is best
i would say i would never part
others say shes the best
i say follow you heart

but its torn between to wrongs and i cant make it right
torn between two people i love with all my soul
its will only cause a big fight
that will leave a bigger hole

between a rock and a hard place with no way out
as it all goes through my head
i begin to scream and shout
as my heart begins to fall dead