dear agony...

dear agony just let go of me suffer slowly this
isnt the way things are suposed to be please leave
me in the darkness my family is waiting to c me...they c me suffering crying dying slowly it gets slower
everyday but i dont want to leave my baby...
so im left here in misury..how isnt this going
to kill me when i have mixed personalitys...
shes a bitch to me but the other me loves unconditional...
what is going on with me...why cant i share my feelings...why cant i ever be me...