6.00 A.M

 I turn over
Stare at your empty space
Once was warm
Now so cold
Your scent barely there
The closet door slightly ajar
So I can just glimpse your clothes
For that second I forget the pain
Then I relive the moment
When the phone rang
The moment that changed
My life
Still feel your spirit
My heart waits for you to
Walk through the door
The pain tells me different
I still shop for two
Set your place at the table
Then I catch myself
I’m alone now
This was our dream place
I still feel your love
Between the four walls
Everything we bought together
Brings sadness and joy
To painful to keep
To painful to pack away
I still talk to you
Imagine your reply
In my head
Miss your touch
Your voice
Your smile
Your scent
Happy memories
Go around in my head
Visited your grave today
Comfort and pain
Didn’t want to leave
To hard to stay
Can not yet say the words
Goodbye
Trapped in time
6.00am
The call that changed my life