Complicated Shadows

My life is made up of
light and dark.
I try to remember
the light more
than the dark.
The darkness
defines the light.
It defines my soul.
In my most darkest hours,
I would look back at
happier hours,
they look so much brighter.
Life is made up of complicated
shades of light
which makes complicated
hearts and demons
and happiness.
Lay your hands on bliss,
make a wish.
It makes me want to kiss the sun.
Shake hands with the stars
run rings around Saturn
and study her heavenly body.
Sometimes you have to have
a meaningless life
to find meaning.
A life with meaning.