for my dad

you blame me for ever thing
well let me tell
you its not all my fault
what you do is your choice  
i choose to defend my self
you don't like that
then to damn bad
im done with your abuse and bull shit
im done with you thinking you can just miss treat me
im done being hurt by you  
this is it you do it one more time
your going to pay the price
you should have learned the last time
i guess you didnt  
well let me tell you the lesson again
you lay a hand on me im not holding back what and how i feel
this is the last time your going to hurt me
this is that last time im going to hide behind the shadows of you
i am my own person and im not going to let you control me
you thought you could
well let me tell you your wrong  
no one is going to control me any more  
this life is mine
it will always be mine  
it will never be yours or any one other than mine
and those i let in
you are just a person nothing more
so fuck off and get the fuck out of my life now and forever