TORN

Nights betray me,lost,alone searching for reasons for believing
in nothing..emotions dark,cold like oceans deep fathoms aplenty,
i wallow in their decay..
tears fall beyond understanding,cascade down to a river of grief..
years wasted,gone by,disillusioned,trapped in a tormented psychosis
that strips me of sanity and severs all contact with reality..
stuck between a realm of shadows and a life void of meaning and
reason..frail attempts to free myself from this world that wears
me down,lost in a mist that are my memories,fading away..
despise seems to find and stain a conscience already tainted with
hate and burning indifference towards all that's around me,
the threshold is breached,i cross over and become something else..
longing for answers to questions not found,vanishing my senses this
tragedy profound..frightened,alone i roam through this darkness,no thought nor a feel,just dead inside..i've fallen too deep,my sun shines no more..