The Realest Regardless

Even though I'm  trying to get my life together  
I'm still praying everybody keep doing better  
Everyday I'm coming in from bad weather  
Hard times on my back like bird feathers  
But trouble don't last always and forever  
I'm hurt I'm helped by angels and devils  
Some hope I stop I put the pedal to the medal  
They hope I quit I make em sick cause I never keep my mind on nothin but making my life better  
Man these ain't songs I'm writing God letters  
You know how it is man don't listen  
He just hate on your dreams and then he keep pissin  
In the same old pot that I wasn't given  
But good luck to ya people good luck to ya feelings  
If people start dying then I guess made killin  
If people love my rhymes then headed toward a million  
Give a what about scars cause scab keep peelin  
Giving praises to my lord I gotta keep kneelin  
Every time I'm hurt he don't have to keep healing  
But he do it anyway, thats why everyday I got time to pray  
No time to hate to much time play  
Regardless of debate me and God relate  
I know he feel my pain I'm a tear on his face  
I guess I'm kin to rain thats why I cant escape  
Though I can't replace we all make mistakes  
So I'll always love the women gave me my kid's  
Even if we not together I'll pray and wish  
I know I got shoes another man can't fit  
Some of yall misused who another man with  
You ever get blues and get sick of this shit  
Sittin in ya chair ballin up your fist  
Tears in ya eyes  thinking bout the shit  
But I gotta let her go like my blue crown vic  
Fuck you fakes you don't know what a true heart is  
I anticipate the hate on the realest regardless