HATE...of...my...FATE

It hurts....as I am that into you...
I am afraid...as I may get over you...
Who to turn up-to then??? I don’t have any clue...

Life is drastic.......it may appear
Where pain is the the only revival...

I was a loner from the beginning...
Where I lost my innocence and wit...
Making my life which was not at all fit...

I did find love...more unfortunate at a shitty place..
Coz without love, life do miss solace...
Sometime I feel I'm invisible, missed by faith...
Always end up at a fucked up place...

As I am cramped with failure...better life is always a lure...
I consider myself poor as I have never belonged to “WHOM SO EVER”...
But still I think of you without fear..as my inner self is clear....
and my heart already been served my dear....
But why it pains my “PAI”...

Doubt that I expect too much...I am finding the kid again...
flying high in love...but still he cant see the “Dove”...

What should I do tell my faith...will you again show me your hate???