30 days of learning.

I wish they had a certificate i could get when i pass at life.
I wish it didnt hurt when i miss her cause i wont tuck her in tonight.

I wish i wasnt once the man that i no longer see,
Like i wish i couldve been the father
that i hope i soon will be.

I wish i could remember what i cant because of drugs.
While shes missing getting tucked in,chocolate milk and hugs,
Im missing her smile,her first day at school,a bike without training wheels,and no floaties in the pool.

I took the first step,and got higher on my doubt
Admitting i was unmanagable in my life without what i couldnt live without.

Thats just a thought
Like the beginning is just a wish.
In a school full of problems,and im the worst fish.

They say theres a soultion to every problem,and i find another equation,rushing through the message in these books like ill get high on the pages.

So i slow down on learning to recover,
Speed up on learning to pray,its not what i cant do tomorrow,but what i can just for today .

As my past crumbles down,rock bottom becomes my foundation,starting a new life in class,
After my graduation.