I can't ever find myself

   It’s all changing
   Raging deep in
   My fucked mind
   A single strand
   All these images
   All these memories
   Gone. I don’t care
   Anymore. Why don’t
   I just give up please
   And let Satan
   Take me from
   My reality. That
   Feels like a dream
   My sweet love cant
   Help me. I don’t       want
   To change my                  mind
   Fucking stupid                          ass
   Dumb shit.  Get the                    fuck
   Out of my mind                       Philistine
   I’m captivated. Stolen further into black
   I’m reborn into an entity of eternal Darkness.
    Absorb the ecstasy. While shrieks and whimpers
    Travel through your head. Capricious Pleasured
   Poison. I’m at the pinnacle of my mind. Restless
  Mind
 Help
Me