Just dont seem right for me

I just think you aren't
the right friend...for me
because around your friends....
Just let me tell you why
its hard for me to be certain
its hard fo me to have doubts
its hard for me to fit in
its hard for me to me to feel your pain
its hard for me to feel my pain around you
because you wont be there for me
its hard for me to
hide my pain cause when you are there then you make it worse
its hard for me to show it
but the reason why your not the reason why is because you aint there for me when i
stand alone,
to lean on you when i am sad,
cause it just dont seem right for me