I Can't.

I've felt like this for days
Nothing but energy drains
So I guess the feeling's here to stay

Maybe my fears started showing
My scars became visible
And everyone is scared
Of what I'll do now
What I'll do next

I can't stop believing how
I've blocked so many things
I want to show you them
But I don't want to see you cry
I don't want to make you want to die
My dreams are your nightmares
But you will never know
The sights I see, the things I feel.

I will never show
Why I hide everything from you
Fuck I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I can't explain to you what I feel or why
I just haven't found the right words
And even if I do, they still will never show
But just know that I am here,
That I feel,
That I love,
That I won't forget.
I promise.


I promise.