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TO my SPERM doner...

I have asked so many questions about you.
The answers she didn't have a clue.
You chose the demon inside of you.
Over your Bueatiful baby girl, how could you?
I'd ask myself, when i see a father and daughter playing, Where could he be?
My DAddy. I want someone to push me on a swing, or tell me a bedtime story.
But NO,
you chose Demons over me, how could you?

As I have grown, the years have flown by.
You messed so many things,
That you can never regain.

The phone rang one late night.
She said they have taken you
To be locked away behind steel
The 3rd strike
and thats no return...

I still thought about you,
So one day i looked you up
Just to find that you had made it out.


Yes i was Shocked, Angry and Sad.
That you would choose demons
over your last chance with freedom.

I found your relative today,
And a number to call.
I thought i had so many question for you,
Such as my sister and brother name?
how old could they be?

I picked the phone up
ever so shaky
Dailed the number
i work so hard to get.

It rang a lady answered it.
i asked to speak to you,
I tired to explain who i was
When i started to ...
In the phone all you could hear was a
dial tone...

So once again i called for the second time
She answered, without a chance to speak
Hatefully said you where not there
And she didnt know where u was...
And DO NOT EVER call back.

In here voice u could hear it
something is wrong,
something to Hide.
Was it you?
Or was her demond
You got her addicted to
telling her to?

So now i know there
Was No reason to try,
Try and find you.
We both know the truth,
You would choose
The demond inside of you.

MOMMA was right you didn't want
Your bueatiful baby girl.
With that said i truly hope
They catch the DEMOND and YOU
Either was i know your soon dead.

Daddy you really messed out.
on so much
Did you know i could have saved you?

Im grown now and have a son for
My own,
Only 21 but i still will not try and
Find you, because i know you chose
you demon friend, over your own
bueatiful baby girl!!?!!

DANM I COULD OF SAVED YOU!




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