must i really.

If i didn't loss my entire world
For the mistakes i had pretended where never made.
I would have never let the devil with in me.
For i kno what it is doing to me.
With that being said,
if there is a God,
can you help me?
Give me strength,
Give me hope.
But as i lay here,
he doesnt answer...
So i toke a lil more
Tryin to give myself strength and hope
But NO
Just made myself guilter than befor.
So,
now im left tryin to find peace again.
I Have only lived with the devil for little over a
month now.
So maybe,or i just hope this jorney,
I have chosen to take with in me
Wont be so breath taken to escape.