Sweet addiction

long blonde hair, blue eyes and tanned skin.
You look and see beauty. Look closer within.
Suffering from a life threatening disease called addiction.
Step inside the devil speaks to me.
We can play I have a treat.
As I toss  this ring of fire I notice my guilt goes higher And higher.
My pride soon goes out the door and
there goes my clothes down to the floor.
I will do anything to get what I need
I will do anything to succeed
my quest for more I pray to god
to help me breath.
I'm beginning to get weak
loosing my strength
begging for sleep.
As I drift I begin to dream.
If you could only see the beauty within.