Still thinking of you

I ask myself why I am still thinking of you so much?
I think about all the moments we shared and the way our souls did touch.
You know that this was hard for me,
but you decided not to see.
I know I am still just stuck in the past, but I had a feeling that we could make this last.
I guess my heart was wrong,
why couldn't I live through and for our sake stay strong?
Thinking of you makes me feel this way, a burning question I ask everyday.
"Why....why didn't I stay?"
Then I remember... I had a reason why.
Just the thought brings tears to my eyes,
but here I am still thinking of you and all the little things you used to do.