Adderall

Started at the young age of 13,
wondering why life was so mean,
how could it be this way to me?
It baffles me,honestly.
I'm a good girl, always treat people nice,
but yet they always try to pick a fight just to spite me.
I needed an escape from this unknown reality,
i know these pills could result in a fatality,
but i didn't care,wondering where i went wrong to deserve
all this constant pain day after day, pills were my escape.
judge me if you will, but these pills were bliss.
besides the insomnia, who needs sleep anyway? can you honestly
dream away this pain? these pills give me a new perspective on life,this way i wont have to take a knife to my flesh,even when i'm a complete mess. am i the only one that feels this way? that feels as if pills are the only way to take away this pain? temporarily - that's okay, i guess it's only merely an escape.