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PAINFUL PRAYER
I saw a man who was worshiping.
Holding two sons,so desperately.
I felt something in the air that night.
I promise you God,I will get it right.
Someday...When I'm not afraid.
Maybe I could absorb some faith.
Why can't I feel like they feel?
The same?
I wouldn't even speak to my brother,next to me...
I felt something in my heart that night.
I promise you God I will get it right.
One day...When I'm not,
shaking,
addicted.
Bleeding from my eyes when I start to pray.
Freezing
denying
every little voice that's been trying to say,
"COME ON!"
"It's so easy...Weakling."
"COME ON!"
"Stop your bitching,and except what you are."
Holding two sons,so desperately.
I felt something in the air that night.
I promise you God,I will get it right.
Someday...When I'm not afraid.
Maybe I could absorb some faith.
Why can't I feel like they feel?
The same?
I wouldn't even speak to my brother,next to me...
I felt something in my heart that night.
I promise you God I will get it right.
One day...When I'm not,
shaking,
addicted.
Bleeding from my eyes when I start to pray.
Freezing
denying
every little voice that's been trying to say,
"COME ON!"
"It's so easy...Weakling."
"COME ON!"
"Stop your bitching,and except what you are."
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