Triumph

One day, I will rise above this fucking hellhole
I will be whole again, and then,
You will see the side of me that I particularly don't like to be, but it seems to be a necessity.

I won't be  the sweetie you normally see, it will be the nitty, gritty me. The don't give 2 rusty fucks me.

You all will see!

No more nice Telly. Yeah I stick around, only because I thought I found the one, and we could be one, one unit, one family..but apparently that's not supposed to be. I tried to see the good inside that feels the need to hide from me, but it's deeper than I can reach.

It's time to reach down into my own body, mind, soul.  I need to rebuild the whole temple, and it's not going to be simple, gotta start from the ground up, and you won't give up your selfishness, you refuse to stop the abuse, so I will continue to pick up my broken pieces and put them back together, one after the other.

Whether or not you choose to, that's on you. Miserable will you be because of your selfish needs, no compromise, nor sacrifice from you for me. Yet you expect me to do all those things for you. FUCK YOU! The way of the street is two sweetheart, I use that term sarcastically. Nothing sweet about you honey...maybe your pussy, if I ever have any, yet  you give it to him...so be with him then! I'm done being the second one, fuck you stupid bitch, piece of burning shit! And you will suffer for your wrong doing, and while  you suffer, I will suffer...from laughing so hard! You try to be hard, guarded, yeah right!

Your priorities are retarded. They need to be fixed, but I'm not gonna sit until they are.
Beautiful you are, but your ways suck, so fuck your selfish, hellish, toxic, obnoxious, elusive, abusive ways of a love life. Put that pain and strife on someone else, I am sure he will stick around. HA!! Yeah Right! I'm done fighting a battle with no support. Time to report to other duties

Deuces!