It's my fault I feel this way

I wish that you could see the damage you do
The way you tear my heart to shreds
Whenever you think that you're only making me happy
It's the small things really
The way you move my arms away from you
Makes me feel like you want me to let go forever
The way you hate when I talk about forever
As if you don't want to spend it with me
I just love you so much, why can't you see that's my reasoning
I some times feel like my time is wasted
Because you never feel the way I do
You say you love me
Why can't I feel it all the time then?