Fuck This Life

Dreams come and go
Fade and vanish
I can tell
this is not a dream
i can feel
the hate burning bright inside
i feel like i wanna die
no one else cares.

this fucked up life
this messed up lie
ijust wish it would all end
the pain
the misery
i want it all to dissapear.

nothing else matterss
in this fucked up life
ive made up my mind
im ending it all
the pain
the sadness
the guilt
suicide is my best option

The rope around my neck
or the knife through the heart
so many desicions to make

i better write this stupid note first
saying my goodbyes
well
goodbye mum
goodbye dad
goodbye ashleigh
goodbye damien
goodbye my friends
goodbye my special boy
the guilt lingures in my skin
all the lies
i did a lot of things that i hid from you
now its time for the end

back to how ill do it
how ill die
maybe ill overdose my medication
maybe poison myself with bleach
fuck it,
i wanna be remembered
the way i wanna go is jump off the Sydney harbour Bridge
and hopefully get eaten by a shark
what about a cliff
no one will notice im gone

stuff it
plain and simple
Rope tied
ready to go
camera on
tears pouring out of my eyes
i say goodbye
fuck this life

i step off the chair
now im dead.
watchin the people mourn over my death
i feel guilty still
like i shouldve stayed
to late now i guess
i cant come back
ill watch over them from above

still fuck this life
i wannna go back to earth
and try to fix my mistakes
wanting a second chance

wait what do i see
the boy i loved
i thought he loved me
hes with my best friend
cheering that im gone

yep i made the right choice
FUCK THIS LIFE!!!