"Middle Child"

When I need you the most you're just not there ,
Being the middle child sucks and it's just not fair ~
That's your first son and that's your baby girl ,
So who the fuck am I ?
Just left alone in this world ~
When he would get in trouble
You were there to help with bail ,
When i got caught
You left me by myself to rot in jail ~
She wanted out of school early
And you were quick to sign that page ,
But when it came to me
I had to wait till I was of age ~
Do you see my father when you look me in the eye ?
Cause i'm nothing like him and I would never wanna try ~
You wouldn't notice I was gone
If I left to go hide ,
The black sheep of my family
With no one by my side ~
When my best friend passed
There was no hand that you leant ,
Made me forget
What the word "Mother" really meant ~
I can go on for days
How you don't give 2 fucks ,
But the moral of this poem
Is that the middle child sucks !!! ~
B.