"I Do Not Belong"

Sometimes I wish I could just go ,
Disappear like when the warmth hits the snow ~
Feel I don't belong on this soil ,
With others I don't mix like water and oil ~
Hard to believe it's this long I lasted ,
I'm either ahead of my time or I am passed it ~
No one understands me in this time that's present ,
Nobody cares only themselves wanna feel pleasant ~
Is this wrong or are these the right actions ?
If I stopped caring I wonder what would happen ~
Seems everybodys mind has derailed off track ,
I feel outta place cause I reached my destination and back ~
Only to help another soul but get no credit ,
Acting like I needed the help when you're the one who said it ~
I think I'm better off alone most of the time ,
So why would I wanna stay when there's nothing to find ~
Who's the leader who controls these robots ?
I can tell you right now it sure the heck isn't God ~
Y'all wouldn't get why I wanna leave and think it's wrong ,
But I know deep in my heart this is not where I belong ~
B.