My Undoing

I could be so much more if I tried,
Perfect, miraculous, out of this world,
Oh so human, I'm attached to the concept of emotions.
They are stronger than any force comprehendible,
My hatred for them collides with my love for the high,
It inter fears with my sanity,
My strive for perfection altered.
In my desperate bid to keep dreams alive with conscious mind,
When they both come crashing down,
I shall have annihilated all chance of salvation,
My humanity shall be my undoing.