Sister

Something I wish I had, something I need, maybe I could find an artifical that would feel like the real thing and become it, I wasn't thinking when I could have had her I was confused and pushed for something I wasn't sure that I wanted, I lost this person that could have been my sister, only now do I remember what I need, this depression, atleast what I'm feeling now feels like what I'm always feeling, If I get a sister, If I have a sister it might go away, sister... I can feel you already comforting me from far away, I wanna feel this in reality, your skin, your touch, your warmth, your eyes...staring into mine sadating my soul and gently holding it, course thoughts grip my mind but she eases them