ABYSS

I pick up the blade
and suddenly the room spins
The blade feels as if it
weighs 100 tons

I slowly lift the blade
to my wrist
Then the thought crosses my
mind
What if i just ended it
all I have to do is
swipe up

But instead I cut across
as the blood flows
Like a pen oozing ink
All the pain and sorrow
I felt earlier vanishes

It's like I'm in pure
bliss
A bloody bliss that is
it tries to fill
this huge abyss
that has clawed and chewed
it's way into my soul