Simple Word.

Just a few simple words,
In one sentence,
I didn't realise how much it could hurt.
This isn't ment to be.
You and me,
Together forever?
What is forever?
Nothing lasts that long.
My heart stopped beating,
The moment you looked into my eyes,
And said,
We can no longer be.

I say to myself,
I'm over you,
But its not that simple.
Its gonna take time for me.
You've moved on,
You're not mine now,
But i did try to make it work,
I tried my hardest to make you happy.
I tried.

I failed.
I fail at alot of things.
Just never thought it would come to this.
Not this soon.
Its life,
Nothings perfect,
Nothings as easy as it seems.

I want someone who can believe in me,
Love and hold me.
Help me through the tough time.

It might take a life time to find the perfect one.
But it should be worth it i guess.
My heart has been broken,
So what else can go wrong?

You should be able to live life with out me.
You have for the past 16 years.
I'm just gonna try live life with you just a memory.
As long as your in my life,
I could never be happier.
If you were to be gone and never come back,
It would hurt forever.
This forever is something that lasts..
It wouldnt go away.

I've gone back to my old habbits.
I had no choice,
To come back to this shit,
I'll never learn.
I gave up everything to be by your side.
Didnt you understand that.
I tried so hard..

These feelings going through me,
No one can change.
Unless i find the perfect guy.