Mother

A hand,
So soft, so warm.
I want nothing more
Than this sweet caress.
But it lifts up and goes to her.
You think she needs you more
But I am lost without you.
I need your guidance, your love.
I end up feeling
Unwanted an neglected.
You say you love us both
Just the same,
But I can see it,
That love you feel
When you're with her.
She messes up
And takes you for granted,
While I do my best
Just to make you happy.
I do for myself
So you don't have the burden.
But when you see my accomplishments
Your expression is one of indifference.
It seems my independence
Makes you care even less.
I miss you tenderness.
I miss your care.
But I think most of all
I miss your caress.