aching submission

With aching submission  
what do I do?
I take off my clothes
thinking of you
I turn out the light
shutting the blind
I’ll have a good night
with you on my mind
thoughts of things
you do to me
revelling in
our fantasies
deep dark dungeons
lace and leather
whips and canes
gagged and tethered
deeper thoughts
we have shared
at times
I’ve been a little scared
but by your side
I'll be safe
see the delight on my face
but alas right now
as I look at the ceiling
moaning and groaning
touching and feeling