Straws break

 Karen loves who am as a dad but doesn't  have sex with me
Straws break
She loves me but wants a separate life as well
Straws break
She wants to submit to another man
Straws break I move on
Gem needs a safe place for her, but hates my past
Straws break
She loves me, but not as much as her drink
Straws break
She see my kids as wedges between us
Straws break
I choose her and crush my children's love
Straws break
She hurts my heart with her judgement
Straw breaks
I get high, she ask to experience, I cry no,...but give in
Straws break
She sells her possessions I sell my soul
Straws break
Crack, cops, jail
Straws break
Buying house, moving parent, drink and drug continue
Straws break
Sitting in a hotel room alone,
Straws break
Karen calls I run to her, Ben hates it
Straws break
She choose another
Straws break
I set alone in this 2 room disaster of a life  
No one to break straws with. Get high break them myself.
When well I let Gods breath bend the straw I break