Him Behind My Eyes

He laughs at my pain
strives to cause me more
he wishes for blood to fall like rain
and there is always more, he has in store

He waits in the dark of my mind
ready to put the knife to my throat
he wants my heart to be hard and unkind
wants there to be suicide in this note

My darker emotions made real
trys to bring my anger and violece
waits to take me happiness, a "simple" steal
sits till a moment of weakness, waiting in siolence

It startled me when things looked familar
made me wonder about the how and whys
this just can't be how things are
this thing, the man, me, Him Behind My Eyes.