Losing.

I'm slowly losing them feelings i have for you.
It hurt for a while,
But you promised it would get easier.
It has over time.
It still hurts a bit.
To no I'll never hold you again.
But it's life.
Nothing lasts forever.

I was happy to be your's,
Now i have to wait,
To find someone out there,
Who will treat me like you did.
You did everything right,
You never hurt me.
I hurt myself,
I shouldn't have gotten so attached.

The times we shared will only be memories.
I'm greatful that i had the experiance,
And i will learn from it.
To not fall so fast and hope someone will catch me.
To not believe it will last, but hope it does.
Hope for the best, but in the long run,
Expect the worst.
Because nothing lasts forever.
You will always be deep inside my heart,
But you will only be any other boy.
A fading memory.
Slowly disapearing into the distance.
Just a shadow.
Nothing more then that.

They say there's plenty of fish in the sea,
It takes time to find the perfect one.
I thought i found my fish.
But i was wrong.
I'm most likely going to go through alot of fish,
But it will be worth it to find the perfect guy.
Who will love me for who i am,
Trust me and treat me like a princess.
Believe it will work and make the commitment.

I'm just a little lonely fishie waiting to find the perfect match.
Waiting, waiting, waiting.
Will i ever find him?
I wounder.