Another Blood Stained Renegade

I look in the mirror just quiver..
All I see is a reflection of hatred.
Drugs written black into my skin!
Crimson inlays of every fear, every scar IN MY SKIN!
APATHETIC HATRED smeared in bold letters apon my forhead!
So tell me this is my reflection clearer?
Because yours is crystal.. I can see it written in your skin just the same.
See infamy burn black within your eyes.
And yet you fear I remain blind...

Narcistically fucked up you and I!
I watch you suffocate as I begin to drown.
I pull you out for you to throw me down.
Tongues like razor blades but, mine will not slip through.
You say fuck it all we'll never pull through..
But, I know I see the truth.
I can see right through you.
My mask I hope has blinded you from my truth but ill show you through.

My offers to be right there, and hypocritical words of please never do...
You push them away and only swallow my hate.
I love when you push me away!
Some how all your jade burns me through..
This darkened side of you.. it interests me more than "you"
Now you've left me alone I can't help but want you more.
Your my blood stained renegade and I love to hate you more than you can know. More than I can show.

I swallowed the bitter pills of fate.
I swallowed every word of subliminal mind numbing hate.
I just sit and soak in the jade!
Bask in the fact I can't help but hate you, can't help but love you...
Can't help to hate that I do.
Your just another blood stained renegade I know you'll never pull through...
I know that ill drown the same until the day that I escape...
Till the day I pull away from you, and the rest of fate.. till I never see another day.