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My life
Ever since I was a little girl I always thought about suicide
I started cutting myself just when I was 10 started drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes
I was always drunk and never really cared about what people said
I would sit and cry wishing i could die
I hate the life i have and i think i always will
I am 18 now and i still cut myself i still drink and i still smoke to make my thoughts disappear
I lost my cousin to alcohol and i think i hate life more there is never one day i have clear thoughts about life
I am not afraid to die or nor scared to get hurt i been thru so much i couldnt explain in words
I been beat up by my boyfriend of 4 yrs i been cheated spitted bruised punched hair pulled by the guy of my dreams
I never thought i would stay with after he punch me in my mouth left me a black eye but i guess this is what love is and i just sticked around
Can someone help me?????
I started cutting myself just when I was 10 started drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes
I was always drunk and never really cared about what people said
I would sit and cry wishing i could die
I hate the life i have and i think i always will
I am 18 now and i still cut myself i still drink and i still smoke to make my thoughts disappear
I lost my cousin to alcohol and i think i hate life more there is never one day i have clear thoughts about life
I am not afraid to die or nor scared to get hurt i been thru so much i couldnt explain in words
I been beat up by my boyfriend of 4 yrs i been cheated spitted bruised punched hair pulled by the guy of my dreams
I never thought i would stay with after he punch me in my mouth left me a black eye but i guess this is what love is and i just sticked around
Can someone help me?????
Published 25th Aug 2010
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25th Aug 2010 10:26am
Sorry, but there's no art in this, just a cry for attention. Get some help, honey.
25th Aug 2010 4:58pm
well this is interesting and very sad and im sorry that your going thru this i wish i could help but you do need to get help from someone professional. it takes courage to post your life on this site so if your askin for help just go find some from a professional cuz all we can give is advice.
