Note

You forced me to do this
and you basically wrote
the things inside
my suicide note.

I'll throw away the world
my poor and shitty life
no one convinced me
to put down the knife.

I cut down my arm
and tried to go deep
I said goodbye to my pets
while you were asleep.

You think this seems sudden
but it's for the best
How could you not see
That I was depressed.

This cut's for the alcohol
my father drank at night
and for every single scar he gave
whenever we would fight.

This is for the drugs
My mother use to take
and even though she left me
my heart will always ache.

You always called me stupid
even though I tried
I held back so many tears
I'll never get to cry.

I'll never be my brothers
who always can get by
or as pretty as my sisters
I’ll always wonder why.

This is for my forgotten dreams
you said they won't come true
you'll never know how bad I feel
for never loving you.

This void that formed inside
weighs heavy on my chest
tonight I think I’ll cut it out
and lay my head to rest.

With this note I say goodbye
to those who thought they care
I hope this will remind you
that you were never there.