The words you'll never hear

I can't remember when tomorrow became today
Or when I missed the opportunity to say what I had to say
But the sun rose and it fell
It's too much now; I won't break your heart

I guess I didn't accept your answers
Difficult, i know, but tell me I'm not alone.
Take me back, I want to go home

Sorry I fucked it all up
I'll never forgive myself, if that's enough
It's too late
There's too much to say now
I couldn't break your heart

Why can't you read me?
It's those things you just don't know
The thoughts
Toss one back, put on my show

Oh the things you don't know
What's real anymore anyway?
If you lose me
It doesn't mean I'm lost
I'll find a way
I'll fly away