I DONT CARE

I DONT CARE IF NONE OF THIS MAKES SENCE I DONT CARE IF YOU ALL HATE ME I JUST WANT TO DIE

I AM TIRED OF THIS ENDLESS AND MEANING LESS LIFE I JUST WANT TO TAKE A GUN AND JUST BLOW MY BREANS OUT OF MY FUCKEN HEAD!

I DONT CARE ABOUT THIS LIFE I DONT CARE NO ONE DOES NO MATTER HOW MUCH I SCREAM OR CRY THE WORLD CAN NOT HEAR ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO

I AM TIRED OF HIDING MY TEARS AND FACKING A SMILE EACH AND EVERYDAY
I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING GOOD AND GOT HELP BUT IN THE END IT JUST MADE IT WORSE

I AM TIRED OF FUCKEN HEARING MY BONES BRAKE JUST TO LIVE A LIFE WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT IN THAT WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT IN EVERYTHING BECUSE DREAMS DONT COME TRUE NOTHING DOES NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WISH YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME NO MATTER IF YOU TRY TO CHANGE  IT WILL ALWAYS HUNT YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE

MY SOUL IS ALREADY BLACK MY MIND IS NUMB MY WINGS ARE CUT SO IN THE END ITS TIME TO DISSAPER

AND I DONT CARE IF THIS MAKES NO SENCE TO ANY OF YOU I DONT CARE
I JUST WANT TO FUCKEN DIE !!!