Handling herpes

Wow, you have herpes?
You must be so gross,
You must be a total whore
and hook up with a million chicks
Well, I do now,
But never did before

Even though it was my high school lover..
My second fuck,
2 and a half years,
And I gave every part of me
I’m almost glad that she died
Of heroin….. OD’ed
But I died too,
along with all my hope
It was my fault you see,
That she,
got involved with dope

But now..
Now…
Who the fuck cares?
And I know the type of girls I fuck,
Would never even know which guy it was
In fact,
they wouldn’t have the balls,
to even bring it up
So how do I handle my lonliness
One girl, one night at a time
and how do I handle herpes?
By myself