Double Entendre

After all the trouble i was in
and you couldnt even be a freind
I gave you all of me, some of me, a lot of me
But i was always seperated by your dichotomy
 
Because clearly i was so different from you, so horrible,
and your actions were never so deploreable?
With him when i was out of town supporting us, u couldnt wait for me?
but pay no attention to my sarcasm, or this ambient hyperbole
 
You were just a sick and twisted vixen
and im too verbose for my own fruition?
Should i dumb it down?
And truncate now!!
and you wonder how,or why
I get so LOUD
Look at me now,  
 
Far ahead of anybodies guesses
where are you?
behind in the dust i spew
isnt life so cyclicial like this
do you enjoy the neverending kiss
of fates cruel twist
to see me ending up like this?
 
Ive made it, i can forgive you. Ive won.