Away

a dark room,
cold and bland.
a sharp sense.
agitated voices.
words that are all lies.
scenarios building up to this masquerade.
nothing is correct nothing is right
it can never be wrong
I stand
watching in silence
as the voices pass
watching
How many people are just like the next?
how many are just simply fake?
a lie passed out so generally...
in hopes one will believe
I will engage in you conversation
but there is nothing to say.
every word is gone you just gave it all away
must not care...
Only serve
in a way as to avoid the attacks...
only cry in a tone of hatred...
a world having nothing,
throwing away all of this.
throwing it all away,
because I cannot care
throwing it all away,
as it hard to hold it close to my heart
I stand
lurking
your conversations are meaningless you can say
anything...
use so many words
declaring your individuality but in the end you are no different,
use words
to tell tales
of a wounded life
when it's all the same.
I'm throwing it all away
because it is not needed
I'm throwing it away
as it is all unreal
a pure reality of fabricated emotions,
A pit I seem to have fallen into.
I wont stay.
Throwing this out,
as it's climax isn't worth the wait.
a drowned out story of repeating agony
is nothing
but more imaginary shit,
thoughts deep within
on those things that should never fade
never seem real
the emotions...
all decay
and these scars are nothing
not in this world.
Outside the fantasy I can find a way,
there is no need for a righteous  superhero
to come.
to save is to lie,
I cannot fix this.
I stand
watching
I stand,
watching the judgment
watching this all unfold
The things I have done....
the words that found away outside of my lips,
the bruises my fists left,
I'm throwing it all away,
The words of joy,
the start of happiness...
will no longer bring sorrow.
the hatred.
the remarks
mean nothing.
I'm throwing it away,
keeping only what I promised...