Tug of War

 
[b][b][b]I wish I wasnt inlove with you
My heart is breaking
I dont know what to do
So sad but true
I let myself fall for you

I knew it wasnt right
I fought it with all my might
But now I see the light
For this Ill have to fight

Like spiral stairs going round and round
Clinging to you,
Ill surely drown.
This love is only downward bound

So Im setting myself free
For you will be the one to drop me
I catch myself and I start to breath
From you I will need some reprieve

Space and time to slow the decline
If I keep loving you,
I will lose my mind
To invest in something that cannot be
I might aswell cast myself off to sea

Lerching back and forth stuck inbetween
I push you away.
I dont mean to be mean

Walking away is a definite must
For this is no longer purely lust.
My heart tells me
you are someone I could never trust.

As I go to face a new day
Knowing this game I dont want to play
Hearing the lies I know your going to say
Wanting to leave, knowing Ill stay.

The drowning feeling will not subside
until you chose to cast one aside
These feelings for you I cannot hide
But go ahead,
Go off with your bride.