Goodbye (dedicated to a friend's pain respectfully)

    Today, awake in the world, I feel rather changed. All these years have passed and now you have a reputation. The hardest part about all this is that my love for you has flown south. Due to this stake you have driven between us, one you thought I knew nothing about. My heart torn, you've made your incision. I trusted you, now I stand here bleeding.  
      
   "Goodbye...goodbye my heart, goodbye my soul, for neither are with me anymore. Goodbye tomorrow, goodbye tonight, goodbye eternal with you at my side."  
 
   With you there is truely no end...to my pain, to my suffering, to the world of emaciating redemption. Redemption you shall never recieve for the sins you have committed against me. You alone have ended only one thing, something of which I held very close and tried to save from and for thee... my faith.      
 
   Fear not, for revenge is not what I crave this night, but rather I long heavily in secret for something quite inparticular and rare...freedom would rather suit this stagnent air. Couple's councelling or divorce of equal share, you picked divorce to my dispare.  
 
   Do not cry, I have indeed been truely faithful, something of which you know nothing about. With one final adue before you walk out the door; "Goodbye...goodbye my heart, goodbye my soul, for neither are with me anymore. Goodbye tomorrow, goodbye tonight, goodbye eternal with you at my side."