Hell

Is this hell
I can't think of any place worse than this
I am lying here alone, truly alone
No hope, no wanting for hope, no begging of pleading for a second chance
Acceptance of my failures and no remorse for the people I have hurt
A fire burns inside my soul that does not put off light
Instead it puts off darkness
All the people who have put me down, all the losses and bad memories lie Underneath the fire that is fueling my depression
Hell is not a war, cancer, a terrorist attack
No there is hope in all of those
Hell is when you give up and let the darkness take over you
When you  let evil win and let its black poison rush through your veins
And kill your soul but let's your body live
You will truly understand what hell is