I'm Sorry

Dominating glare, sinks in
words flashing.
words falling.
so many of which could pass off of these lips
still...
silence is mutual.
hands trembling .
fierce meaningless conversations
leave memory.
hard to see,
reality is dead
nothing left.
hard to say,
awakening blur...
numbing sense.
drink it all away.
forget it all...
dancing shadows
all grabbing
all reaching
as they sing their song...
they sing.
a twisted sense,
a shallow simulant...
awakens the mood
reaches far beyond.
sweat in the snow
drowning a body.
urges,
none of which can be directed towards skin
lies told,
warm and soft.
holding on...
holding onto flesh that can never come
drink it away.
voices
raspy and soft
refresh and mutate
a mind.
trembling as the words flow
a fear
that is never real
shaking.
a slowly drowning sight...
trembling
with no fear
reach out and lose.
reach out and satisfy.
The vomit is distant... the breath deep,
the mind is numb.

And I still can't clearly say
you are worth more than this...