i hate me

I don't love me
What i see in the mirror
Isn't who i want to be
A dark shadow
Hangs over me a lingers
I'm at an all time low
I want to be heard
Not seen
It my sound ubsured
But i can't stand this person
Looking back at me through the glass
The pain begins to worsen
I wanna break the glass and shatter the peices
Like my dreams
I can't find something that releases
The true me
Hidden beneath
The one i want you to see
I can't let her out
Cuz she's stuck
So she screams and shouts
But I've always had
doubt
Theres nothing i need
More then to bleed
Hoping a drop of her
Might show
Just what a blurr
I've turned out to be