A child's cry

Tears flow down my cheek remembering what I went through as a child
Lets go back to the beginning you spent 9 months inside forming a close relationship with someone who is supposed to protect you not abandon you
But that is exactly what happened
I must of done something to make you run away
Confused not knowing what though so I begin to ponder and the more I think about why you left I begin to get angry
When we reconnect you give me all types of reasons for why you left but none of them are good enough because you have missed out on years
I try to find replacements
But after awhile I'm left with tears because I didn't have you But I guess I should consider myself lucky because you didn't end my life you just broke it into many pieces leaving me to repair it.....