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I was right here waiting for you
you said you would be here
you said you loved me and wanted to be with me
I don't understand
Did I do something wrong?
Am I not good enough for you?
You just keep disappointing me
I feel like I am not apart of your life anymore
That's why I'm leaving
I do love you, But I can't keep having this "Iv'e been let down again" feeling anymore
It's too much
I gave you my love, my time, everything
And you just used me
Ran over my heart and just...used it
I'm not mad, I'm just sad it had to end up like this
I really was in love with you, still am.
The thing that was stopping us was your old ways
And this is so hard to do, because I thought we would be together forever
Get married, have kids, and live in our dream house
What happened to that?
Were you lying when you said forever&always?
Were you playing me?
But you know what the worst part is?
I miss you
I don't know what to do without you
I feel dead inside
I'm hoping this is all just a dream
I tried waking myself up by rushing water on my face
No
This isn't a dream
It's my worst nightmare coming true
You should have said No
You should have fought for me
You didn't
I am heartbroken
All alone in the cold rain
This time, I don't think there will be a light at the end of the tunnel
Now, i'm gone
Dead in your arms
Drowning by vodka and pills
I'm in a better place though
Heaven is so beautiful
I feel happy, and stress free
I can't wait to see you when you get here
I'll be watching over you
Protecting you
I hope you have a great life, I know you will
No, I am not being sarcastic, I mean it
I want you to fulfill your dreams and goals and be happy
I Love You, baby
Always have
Always will
No matter what you have done or will do
- Boo