Letting go

How could I ever let you go?
While miserably in love
Sometimes I stay awake to stare at your picture
Remembering the way you serve me with so much unrequited passion
Your only self declared obligation being my body and its erotic responses
Lustful tongue acts too scandalous to permit a million different sensations
All the concentrated love and desire
I have for you manifest itself into an earth shattering climax
The first being accidental but electric as the next and the next and etc.
Followed by an ache that was more pleasure than pain
Always and forever having me question my sanity 
I scream to my heart stoppingly handsome man
Why should I ever let you go?