seperation

SEPERATION
without a word or inclination..sensations fallowed by rapid thought...cant
stop..always the worst case scenerio....like sand makes glass ,love evolves
into hate.........


and seperation.......


loud slams and bangs...kisses and hugs now pushes and shoves , living life
at the limit....


--------------lines drawn ------------------


love is selfish and pain is real , it will have you talking to
yourself..ratitionalizing your weakness ,your happiness in someone elses
hands....now its the smiles I couldnt give you , the love we didnt
share,,,we write it off as lust...lost in the moment.. TWO HEARTS BEATING
as one...POUNDING ...drowning in sarrow mixed with love...torn apart
without a shred of evidence...no clues to the past...TWO SOULS
HURTING...seperate emotions....one moves on .....one stands still..hope
against hope...its madness..so empty and dangerous... everything we built
now stands in peices...no more ours just yours and mine...


LOVE CUT SHORT


pain manifest itself in late night binges...alcoholic stupors and silence
is enclosed in time...tick-tock ,tick-tock and still so alone...amazed in
this wonder...


WAS IT ALL ME?


am i not worth keeping .....cant give in , wont look past my mistakes...
and deep down we really dont care...we are just afraid to be alone..might
have to face our issues...call out to GOD for help...selfish ..in this only
for me


TIME 4 ACTION


countless paycheck spent on costumes to mask my pain..cover up my
hurt...motion and comotion....anything to keep my mind at bay ,who am i for
real , just another knotch in the bedpost..wasted times in crazy
places...scared of sleep...


I PLACED MYSELF ABOVE YOUR NEEDS


right in harms way..now all we have are memories...why do we always
remember the bad ones..afraid the good ones might make us relize we love
each other.might fall weak and give into a love that is real.....


LOVE SEPERATED BY PRINCIPLE


wont let it slide...youve drawn the last straw....dont you know my feelings
are involved..you were hurt by my shortcomings


I NEVER CLAIMED TO BE PERFECT


changed in a moment , smile while your up and laugh while i am
down.....destitute and overtaken by my enemy...left to fight this battle
alone... a war that has no end.....


I AM LOOKING FOR YOU EVERYWHERE





but your gone without a word or inclination