And So If I Have Not

 
The findings of where I have
where with all
if could be one word  
responding as no
but there goes the word
No
I have the love
 for cunnilingus
dripping down my chin  
 from the past  
and down her ass crack
 from the past again
dripping down her ass  
 not just from my mind
 but from her behind
as I know  
in the past
is this to turn just into pain
 from words spurned into hate
or for my drunkenness
toward the denial
that she's lied as I have
about the flavors
of so many's forgotten allure
 
 
Poem By:
m.e.l.